Tuesday, November 4, 2014

love...hate?

i have had a love/hate relationship with fall over the years.
it is a time of glorious but fading beauty 
and it makes me tense, to some degree...

i feel pressured to appreciate it all before it goes away.  


nature can be a tough teacher...
time and time again, it makes me understand and appreciate THIS moment...
today. 
right now.


i don't want to miss a thing...







and at the end of the day,
i learn again, deep down in my soul,
that even though this too shall pass,
the wonder that is winter 
has a beauty all it's own.

and that, too, shall pass...


Sunday, November 2, 2014

tough on equipment...

a week ago this morning, i had a camera malfunction.  
or more accurately, a human malfunction...
i was out taking photos with my sister in albany ny.  
 

everything was just beautiful - dramatic skies, colorful trees, rolling hills and bubbling creeks.  





we ended up on a bridge by a reservoir.

i  always carry two cameras - one with a wide angle lens, one with a 300mm zoom.   
i had one around my neck and one on my shoulder.  
as we walked back to the car, i was digging in my pocket for my keys 
and forgot to put my arm through the strap on my shoulder.  
in an instant, the camera slid down my shoulder and my 55-300mm lens went nose first into the road.  
it broke right off.  it was gone.  

in a split second, i felt like i went blind.   
i silently, with my heart in my throat, bent down, picked up the pieces and went to the car.  
i had to go home.  
it was a long four hour ride back to the cape.  
the radio was off, my cell phone was quiet and my heart was sick.
when i got to the house, joey met me at the door with a silent hug.  
then he took the pieces and a wrench and went in the other room.  
when he came back, he handed me my camera - intact.  
amazingly, it still worked!  
it felt like a rebirth of some sort, like there is life after death.    

i hate that i lost the lens.  it was like losing a friend. i felt like i let it down.
this lens was not the one i wanted when i bought it 3-4 yrs ago.  
i was replacing another broken lens - a 70-300mm but they were unavailable so i settled for the 55-300.
it was a workhorse.  and i put it through a lot. 
i went out on monday to find a replacement.  i was able to get the 70-300mm this time and for that, i am grateful.  i also have huge gratitude to that 55-300.  
it was a beauty and gave me sights i would never have seen without it.

rest in peace, big lens, RIP...

 

Friday, October 24, 2014

p-town art :)

yesterday, we drove up to provincetown and dropped off my 3 images for an art show i am in 10/31-11/7.  

it is a thrill to be included in the provincetown art world - a town that, since childhood, felt like the place where artists go to "art".  i am longing to call my mother and tell her. instead, i have to trust that she knows. 


my mother was a fabulous painter and i remember p-town as an artist mecca.  she seemed like a different, more complete, person when we went there.  i remember the artists along the main street in town and remember imagining her sitting in those booths, painting.  
the booths are gone but the galleries and the artists in town remain. 
and the connection to her spirit - the wilder side of her - also remains :)


i am proud to be included in this small way, in this artist community.  :)
and i know she is proud as well.  
i love you, miss you, mom, more than words can say . . .





Monday, October 20, 2014

sweet autumn stuff

it has been a pretty fall.
crazy busy for about a month and then a total slowdown....
glad to have the time to stop and look around :)

bittersweet and beach grass together.  i love cape cod in the fall :)

and misty mornings on the cranberry bogs...

 and leaves. lots of leaves.


fall is currently my favorite season :)
 

all textures from Kim Klassen

Thursday, August 7, 2014

before and after

i love photography
i also love paintings
combining the two loves is an art all in itself
i now love painted photography :)


for this image, i first opened it in snapseed to straighten the horizon and sharpen the details.
then i brought it into Photoshop (elements 9) and cloned out some distracting grass in the bottom corner 
and a branch in the top right. 
i added a layer of Kim Klassen's texture (KK_99) at 35% soft light and saved that image. 
 i again went into snapseed, added some drama and grunge, and saved again :)
Finally, back in photoshop, i added a texture layer from Melissa Gallo's Painted Texture (Confetti Canvas). 
i kept that in normal mode, then painted some of the texture layer off.   
i loved the way it changed the image, and gave it such a vintage feel :)

here is the original image...


Thursday, July 31, 2014

desktop calendar for august...

may your august be filled with light and peace...


"From within or from behind, 
a light shines through us upon things, 
and makes us aware that we are nothing, 
but the light is all." 
~Ralph Waldo Emerson

feel free to use as a calendar on your computer desktop -
just right click on the image, 
select Set as Desktop Background from the drop down menu and
you have a calendar at your fingertips...

i post one every month HERE if you are interested  :)

Sunday, July 27, 2014